but it will be spent WORKING. hopefully I'll get to hang out with Fanshawe kids throughout, however. we'll see! are y'all on summer break now too?
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Have you ever:
1) Self-harmed?
Nope!
2) Gotten into a real fight?
Not yet haha
3) Been too depressed to move out of your bed?
Noope
4) Tried to commit suicide?
Thankfully no
5) Had to lie to everyone about how you felt?
I guess I didn't HAVE to, but I have.
6) Watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting?
Of course!
7) Talked yourself out of serious trouble?
Umm... Probably once?
8) Accused someone of using you?
I don't think ever seriously...
9) Shoplifted?
Not intentionally. Once when I was little I stole unactivated gift cards haha
10) Gotten drunk/high?
Drunk, yes. High, not yet. Could have on Friday night, but was feeling nauseous from alcohol so I decided it was for the best not to haha
11) Been to a concert where your favourite artist was playing?
Nope
12) Skipped doing homework to play a video game?
Probably
Right now, are you:
13) Suicidal?
Not at all
14) Bored?
Yes
15) Avoiding someone?
Nope
16) Avoiding some task?
I guess sleep?
17) Depressed?
Nope
18) Crying?
Nah
19) Annoyed with a friend?
I don't think so haha
20) Worried and confused about something important to you?
Yeah sort of
Do you:
21) Get depressed easily?
Not legitimately, no
22) Get jealous/envious easily?
A bit easier than I'd like to
23) Feel like listening to music can take your mind off things?
Yeah
24) Worry about messing about your relationships a lot?
I don't have a relationship I worry about it THAT much
25) Try hard in all your classes at school?
I try my best
26) Go out drinking?
Got drunk Friday night, getting drunk Tuesday night. aaaahhh parties at the end of the year will be the death of me!
27) Smoke cigarettes?
Nooope.
28) Smoke weed?
Haven't yet. Maybe eventually, I'm not adamantly against it, I just don't want to waste money on it.
29) Do any hard drugs?
Nope
30) If you said yes to 28 but no to 29, why?
Weed is not detrimental to your health in the same way at all that hard drugs are.
31) Believe in God/belong to a religion of your own free will?
I'm agnostic, but I like the idea of there being a God
32) Avoid people you care about because you feel you will only hurt them?
Yes
33) Agree that self-harm numbs emotional pain?
No
34) Believe people deserve second chances?
Sometimes
36) Think things will get better?
Yes
37) Feel afraid that you have done wrong and will eventually be punished?
No
38) Judge people who think differently to you?
Not at all, unless they're hurting people with it
Preference in boyfriend/girlfriend:
39) Long hair or short hair?
Short. all boys look better with short hair in my books.
40) Nice smile or nice abs?
Smile. I'm not actually that into abs, idk
42) Shy or open?
Open for the most part. Some forms of shyness though can be super cute. But I'd rather he be less terrified of people than me haha
43) Eyes or body?
Body. I'm not a big eye person unless they're legitimately ridiculous
44) Religious or non-religious?
Non-religious. but not like angrily so haha
45) Caring or non-restricting of you?
Why are these opposites..? Someone can be caring while being non-restrictive... but I do really poorly with 'clingy' people
47) Piercings or no piercings?
None probably... I don't mind them, but they don't do much for me. Spacers can be nice, but only small ones
48) Tattoos or no tattoos?
Depends - small scattered tattoos are shitty and boring. I like big artsy tattoos that go all over the body. So either big displays of tattoos or none at all.
49) Quiet stay-at-home type or party type?
Balance of the two...? Work/school ethic I find weirdly attractive, but if you're into partying at the same time within limitation that's ok... I guess I'm more into the nerdy stay-at-home-watching-tv-and-playing-video-games though haha
50) Has friends you get along with or has parents you get along with?
Fuck that's a tough call... I think friends... because I think a lot of people make relationships work even if your parents don't like 'em, but if your friends don't like 'em then you're probably gone
Would you:
51) Drink alcohol until you were drunk?
Yeah
52) Smoke weed?
Perhaps
53) Smoke cigarettes?
No
54) Get even with someone who betrayed you?
Maaaybbe...
55) Forgive a boyfriend/girlfriend who deeply hurt you?
I wouldn't want to
56) Attempt to kill yourself if everything fails you?
Never
57) Keep your faith no matter what?
I hope so
58) Join a band as a part-time activity?
Nah I have no musical skill
59) Feel sorry for someone who is being affected negatively from alcohol/drug abuse?
Yeah
60) Stand up for your beliefs if someone goes against them?
Yeah if I can find the words
61) Go vegetarian for a month to see what it's like?
Probably not - I'm too picky an eater, I'd never survive
62) Fight someone who was harassing your friends/family?
Yeah maybe
63) Edit photos of yourself before posting them online?
Only subtly
64) Put up with friends who constantly hated against something you believed in/supported?
I wouldn't want to
66) Not like someone simply because your friend didn't like them?
No
67) Lie to someone close to you because you don't want them put up with your problems?
Sometimes, yeah
68) Starve yourself so you fit some certain clothes?
Nope
69) Get surgery on any part of you? If yes, then which part of you?
Probably not
70) Sleep naked?
I might in the summer if it gets way too fucking hot - I have my own room now!! WHY NOT?









